Exams Over!!! Year One Ended!!!

Officially end my first year in NUS
After the one week examinations, I'm completed exhausted
When the last paper ended this evening,
I had no mood to celebrate at all
not even have the feeling of happiness
I can only feel one thing
- T - I - R - E - D -

No strength to play games
No strength to watch korean drama
No strength to surf the net
And
No MOOD TO SLEEP!!!
Oh my god~
It's 2:30am now, and I'm still AWAKE!!!

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and tomorrow,
shall i go home?
it seems that they are trying to hide sth from me
I SENSED IT, OKAY!!
it really hurts when they lied (or kept it secret from me)~
i hope,
i really hope that it's me that's imagining nonsense
i hope,
i really hope that nothing bad had happened
please
tell me the truth tmr~
my brain and mind can't take it anymore~
and please
don't keep me in dark again in future
please~
i'm no longer a kid, not even a teen anymore
i have a right to know the truth
at once