I feel stupid

I'm worried about CCA points
yes I'm worried

First an event
i spent the whole June holidays sending emails
and what i get?
2 points!!!

Second a subcomm
i spent weekendS and nightS to do design
and what i get?
4 points!!!

Now a volunteering
i WILL BE spending hourS at booth
and what i get?
ZERO point!!!

Well...
can't say i got cheated
i just feel stupid
for doing all these
for those pathetic cca points
stupid~

stupid
mood all ruined by this
and i stoned for 1hr alr
can't sleep too
stupid

Now, please tell me that
32pts is a "safe borderline" point
to allow me continue staying in pgp
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