Korean lecturer changed...

엄마아빠 사랑해주셔서 감사합니다....만....

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Korean 6
I was struggling whether to drop it before recess week
talked to ms park
got "convinced" by her that
i did enjoy the lessons and hence
there's no need to drop sth that i really like

But....

Felt like being trolled yesterday
when i stepped into class
and saw lecturer changed
not another ms park as expected

I don't dislike her
no
I do like her
really

Just that
her lesson is very stressful
Having her as lecturer would mean:
1) Being late to lessons is NOT allowed (ms park's allowance got voided)
2) Being late to hand in non-graded assignment is NOT allowed
3) Being ABSENT is a big NO-NO...

Conclusion:
I will have a very very very difficult time for the next 7 weeks
seeing that FYP is due soon, plus 2 presentations coming up...

Regret?
No...I don't regret taking and continuing korean
but...I'm worried...

Ms Chi seems to be "informed" (i suppose ms park told her)
she sort of over-concerned towards me during last lecture
kept coming to my seat, and said things like "fighting" etc...
just to me alone...

Honoured?
yes...i'm grateful...
but...
i'm a fyp student
who is already filled with tones of workloads and pressures now
i'm not sure if i can take in anymore from her lessons

But I must say
she is definitely the best korean lecturer in nus
She knows how to teach
she knows how to explain the grammars better and in more detailed
but...
it's just too stressful for a fyp student
if i weren't having fyp this sem
i'll be able to enjoy her lessons more
but too bad...

So what can i do?
Can't drop the module anymore since "W" grade had past
will just endure then
and TRY to enjoy the lessons as much as possible
that's all i can do anyway

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