기대된다!!

Korean lecturer changed...

엄마아빠 사랑해주셔서 감사합니다....만....

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Korean 6
I was struggling whether to drop it before recess week
talked to ms park
got "convinced" by her that
i did enjoy the lessons and hence
there's no need to drop sth that i really like

But....

Felt like being trolled yesterday
when i stepped into class
and saw lecturer changed
not another ms park as expected

I don't dislike her
no
I do like her
really

Just that
her lesson is very stressful
Having her as lecturer would mean:
1) Being late to lessons is NOT allowed (ms park's allowance got voided)
2) Being late to hand in non-graded assignment is NOT allowed
3) Being ABSENT is a big NO-NO...

Conclusion:
I will have a very very very difficult time for the next 7 weeks
seeing that FYP is due soon, plus 2 presentations coming up...

Regret?
No...I don't regret taking and continuing korean
but...I'm worried...

Ms Chi seems to be "informed" (i suppose ms park told her)
she sort of over-concerned towards me during last lecture
kept coming to my seat, and said things like "fighting" etc...
just to me alone...

Honoured?
yes...i'm grateful...
but...
i'm a fyp student
who is already filled with tones of workloads and pressures now
i'm not sure if i can take in anymore from her lessons

But I must say
she is definitely the best korean lecturer in nus
She knows how to teach
she knows how to explain the grammars better and in more detailed
but...
it's just too stressful for a fyp student
if i weren't having fyp this sem
i'll be able to enjoy her lessons more
but too bad...

So what can i do?
Can't drop the module anymore since "W" grade had past
will just endure then
and TRY to enjoy the lessons as much as possible
that's all i can do anyway

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need a change

인생에 바꿈이 필요한다

나중에 학교 생활을 그리울 수도 있지만

지금은 그만 하고 싶다

3주일 후...

5주일 후...

그리고

9주일 후...

다

기다린다

아무리 힘들어도

즐길 것이다


it started during urops
and persisted for half a year
finally stopped when escaped to korea
now
with unread papers piling high
the pain is back once more >.<

Fulfilling those we wanted to but failed to do in JC

Island Creamery
a place where most ACSians used to go...
a place that we failed to go...
but finally finally managed to go before graduating fr uni...

And also, Botanical Garden
another place that we failed to go
and finally got to go at last...by chance...

Then, random bus ride
randomly alighted to search for dinner
in the end, passed by and got down to have Nyonya food

And then, last minute plan again
to visit a place where we heard of a lot
THE Oldham Hall
It's a lot classy than what we expected
i used to imagine Oldham Hall as an old old hostel
with old old facilities and corridors
but it turned out to be really nice
(at least the outer appearance is very nice)

Then last stop
apple strudel "mini"~

*^.^*

half-day free from works
i really need break from time to time...


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Memories re-emerging...what happened exactly 1 year ago:

http://musical-bell.blogspot.com/2011/02/lonely-day-1.html
http://musical-bell.blogspot.com/2011/02/lonely-day-2-3.html
http://musical-bell.blogspot.com/2011/02/lonely-day-4.html

job job job

set a little target for myself~
at least one job application per week!~
sent three~~
but...

good jobs with good salary, are hard to get...
some of them even set requirements like "2nd Upper Honours"!!!
hey~
if i have 2nd upper,
i'd have gone to grad sch liao lar~~~

normal jobs with normal salary, have relatively lower requirements...
some just require a Diploma...
errr...my degree w honours would be too much for those jobs?
i don't have work experience though...

don't care...
i'll just apply...
no one says i can't apply even if i dont "fulfill" the requirements

>.<

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KGSP
Korean Graduate Scholarship Programme

><


tempted tempted tempted~


i'm gonna email prof and see if he's willing to be my referee...
if yes, i'll just submit the application
get or no get
luck!!!!


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hmmm...

so someone googled "CO song" and got directed to one of my old post on ACCO:
http://musical-bell.blogspot.com/2006/07/blog-post_22.html

re-read what i wrote years ago...
so much memory...
so much to ponder...

기운이...

기운이 왜 이렇니?
넘 기쁘다가 할일이 없는지 그래?
할일이 없는게 아니라 시작하기 무서워서 시작 안 함
그래
이런때
어떤 분께 찾으려고 해야겠다
밤마다 5분식
하늘님과 얘기하겠다
지금은
맘을 청리해 다시 시작해야겠다
정신 차려라!!!

울고싶다

기운이...

기운이 왜 이렇니?
넘 기쁘다가 할일이 없는지 그래?
할일이 없는게 아니라 시작하기 무서워서 시작 안 함
그래
이런때
어떤 분께 찾으려고 해야겠다
밤마다 5분식
하늘님과 얘기하겠다
지금은
맘을 청소해 다시 시작해야겠다

울고싶다

Interesting traffic stats

My blog seems to attract lots of K-pop fans,

esp those searching for Korean music shows, and...SSK...

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And something that made me LoL:

It says, someone from NY googled "Sung Si Kyung diet"

and got directed to my post entitled "I'm on diet!!"

But, I did not mention SSK at all on that post ah!!! :PPPP

So I tried google it myself

and it did came out as the second result entry!!!!

@.@

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One year ago, I was in Korea enjoying snow~~~

Time really flies...
Exactly one year ago, I left home and flew to Korea
and started off an unforgettable journey
the 4 months there, was probably the most adventurous moments i ever had in my life
so much experience
so much memories

Came across this video yesterday
a PR movie of Korea University this year
(the reason why I saw this video is because of the narrator ^^ )



The school is really nice right!!
I missed KU ㅠㅠ
정말 돌아가고파
한국 친구들을 다시 만나고파
내 언니를 특히 ㅠㅠ

One of my korean friend said,
why not just go back and study

I think my reply would be "no"
and the answer would be
"studying no longer interests me anymore, esp lectures"

But...
I'm still tempted to apply for KGSP~
Full scholarship leh~~~
mmmm
what if......
if......
but......

A part of me actually yearns to graduate and get employed asap
problem is
what kind of job?
Most likely still research...
but
RA? In lab or in hospital?
Medical Coordinator?
Pharma company?
Healthcare company?

KGSP~~~~
Shall I apply? >.<



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Continuing my previous post, 2D1N!!!! SSK's in!!!!

I need time to think

Few months ago
I was determined to apply for grad sch
even though my grades are below entry requirement
I simply wanted to try my luck

But just a few weeks ago
I got really tired of studying
or maybe
it's the hectic lab schedule that makes me tired
and hence no strength to study
At that point of time
I really wished to just graduate and find a nine-to-five job
and lead a simple life forever and ever

But again
just few days ago
I visited this website again:
http://mys.mofat.go.kr/webmodule/htsboard/template/read/legengreadboard.jsp?typeID=16&boardid=5723&seqno=672333&c=&t=&pagenum=1&tableName=TYPE_ENGLEGATIO&pc=&dc=&wc=&lu=&vu=&iu=&du=

...and I got tempted again...

Study abroad
has always been my wishful dream
BUT
do i really want to study again?
Should I try my luck again?
T.T


몰라ㅠㅠ


* * *

While I hate the ending of 2D1N
these 4 most recent tags on allkpop are simply exciting :P
www.allkpop.com/tag/sung-si-kyung

Unemployed

Yesterday I struck
Today I was unemployed
Tomorrow I'll get employed again
Then Saturday I'll OT
Sunday no rest again
Monday back to school

Life still continues

Strike!

I sort of slack through this week
while my dear mentor is on leave
hmmm
i didn't do it on purpose!!!
...just that i missed and wasted one experiment
and then...
i don't have enough cells to continue other experiments
and hence...
i don't have much things to do in lab
except to keep "feeding" my precious cells
and pray that they would grow faster

* * *

I just need a break

* * *

I just hope for a normal daily schedule

* * *

I......

Solution

To avoid quarrel
someone has to keep quiet
and
i'll be the someone

[Archive] Sung Si Kyung + Lena Park Jung Hyun

Playlist replaced by songs from FT Island new mini album [Grown Up]
Have a break from SSK for a month
while waiting for his "comeback" on TV screen again ^^


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Sung Si Kyung + Lena Park



1. Way Back Into Love (Eng)
2. Something Stupid (Eng)
3. White Christmas (Eng)
4. We were once good back then (Kor)
5. Quando Quando Quando (Eng)
6. Way Back Into Love (Eng)
7. Swing Baby (Eng)
8. Red Glow (Kor)

Interesting day~

Why ask...when you've already decided everything...?

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Yesterday was rather interesting~

First time seeing a rat dissection
after being a Biology student for more than 8 years...

Scared I'd freaked out
but well...
it turned out fine
it's much much cleaner and tidier than I expected
just the CO2 part is a bit saddening
Well...it's science~
Don't think too much into ethnics and everything looks "fine"...
(It's a pregnant rat and she was dissecting the fetus brain by the way~)

Okay

So after lab last night
went out with seniors for supper
first minced meat noodle at Bedok
then soya bean curd at Geylang

Lorong 14 to 16~
Is~
Interesting~