我发现自己越来越怪了
例子(一)
~我变得过于完美主义~
我以前好像不是这样的
(难道我原本就是很完美主义的吗?)
现在的我,过于注重细节
perfectionist
可我也不喜欢这样的啊!
可是……
例子(二)
~我有双重性格~
在学校,我沉默寡言、孤僻孤僻的
在宿舍,我变得故灵精怪、疯疯癫癫的
就好像在学校压抑太久,回到房间就尽情发泄似的
我知道以前便开始搞自闭了
可现在病情加重了
例子(三)
~我不在乎成绩~
以前,我科科追求满分或A
现在,或许是因为书太难读了
我竟然想开、“不想”拿高分了
有或许因为绝望,读起书来渐渐没劲儿了
可以考完时就后悔万分、自责
例子(四)
~我迷上Blog了~
不单单是自己写部落格
也喜欢上网看别人写的部落格
最近发现到”某个人”的blog
结果每次上网第一件事便是观光他的blog
有时却觉得自己好像在“偷窥”他人的“隐私”
例子(五)
~我厌世~
外表上我奉公守法、遁规蹈矩
可在我内心深处,一只叛逆的妖魔正蠢蠢欲动
想要解放自己,却又胆小怕事
我讨厌这样的自己
更是讨厌世间礼俗
我到底怎么了?!!
3 comments:
Aiya, don\'t worry so much ok? Bei Shi was like you too. She said she was different when she was in sch and in hostel.
It could be just a transition, don\'t worry so much, let the things take their own courses.
Personally, I believe there are always two different qualities in human. Like one can be introvert and extrovert, it is just how dominant a personality is. If not, if you are only quiet for the whole day, it will be not balancing at all.
Whatever it is, I have faith that you will become a better person. Will pray for you.
By the way, I am Samantha..
thx sam...cant wait till sept break to cold myself down...
see you soon ya...
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