break

had 2 pharmacology-based papers this week
pharmaco = my nightmare

first one,
notes were thin and empty
panicked at first
but turned out not hard
as all were application questions
just need to bluff

second one,
notes were thick and wordy
whether one can answer the questions
it all depends on brain capacity and memorising power
which im weak at
all those i remembered, came out as MCQs
all those i failed to remember, came out as essays
BRAVO~

depressed

but
after having exams for dunno how many years
17 years? (that's 77% of my life!!!)
i learnt to "let go"
ya
just let go and forget and move on
i'll cry only when results come out

so
to de-stress
i live-streamed KBS2TV Happy Together
for SSK and Lena Park (of course)
muahahaha
i'm fully amused and de-stressed now
getting ready to start the engine again
and CHIONG for neuro!!!!!

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Subtopic: back to lab

Was in lab the past 2 weeks
started running some gels
to prevent myself being bored to death by all the muggings

After stopping lab work for almost 1 month
re-starting practical was actually quite difficult
especially in the new lab
firstly, i dont know where all those equipment and materials are
secondly, i seem to forget some protocol and "recipes"
thirdly, it just feels weird to hold the pipettes again

Ah~
hence I still dont dare to resume my cell work
scared my hands tremble in the hood then muahahaha
**touch wood touch wood touch wood touch wood**